Can you count my bones yet?: December 2012

Sunday, December 30, 2012

I'm making a new blog, I think. Starting new, since this blog has bombed.

It was never going anywhere when I was posting, and now, it's died. I'll post the link if anyone happens to stumble onto here, but besides that, bye. <3

Dead and gone blog, love me. <3

Please Read

I just thought I’d say this. This blog is more or less my journal that I’ve decided to post on the Internet. Its contents are really just a composition of my thoughts and feelings. It’s almost exactly what I would write in my pen and paper journal that I keep hidden in between my mattress and the box spring. Only you are reading it. I don’t trust the real world or anyone else to confide in, so I chose the anonymous world of the Internet. I feel I can write my thoughts down, and post them somewhere that someone with a like mind, or like thoughts, might just stumble upon them. If you post a comment, I will try to get back to you, because that little bit of connection means the world to me. When you go through the day with thoughts in your head that you know if you spoke them aloud, they would think you to be crazy, and lock you up in a mental hospitable on the spot, its torture. But if you’re taking the time to read this, then you probably know the feeling, more or less. You know what it feels like to constantly wish you were someone else, someone you could like, itching to get out of the shell you call a body. You probably know what it’s like to live in a world where you feel you’ll never be good enough, you’ll never account to anything. And that’s why I’m writing this. I need that connection to get me through the day. If you feel the same, I hope you’ll read my twisted thoughts. Leave a comment. Follow this blog. Anything… just help me through the day… if you do, I’ll try my hardest to help you through yours.

Xx H.