K, so the last few days, have been total crap, and thats all on me. I've been a bingeaholic, and gained what feels like a lot, even though i'm only back up to about 145-146 again. Blahh.
Since it's after halloween and all, i'm just going to eat all the candy i can today and tonight, and get it over with. ill probably end up giving the rest away, or flushing it down the toilet...
Restarting again in a sense tomorrow... once again.
Already getting sick of the candy, but thats after quite a bit. i'm probably done for today except for another piece or two.
In other news...
Got new batteries for the wii, so i can get my weight to the tenth of a pound now, which is awesome.
I haven't been able to sleep much if i have food in my stomach lately. I'll fall asleep, but won't sleep well. Going to bed with no food in my stomach is the only way to ensure a good nights worth, and that means no more eating after around 4ish, or purging and then going to sleep. i prefer the first option...
And last but not least, since I'm restarting once again, i think i'm going to fast for a few days, and then start the ABC diet... I've tried to do both befroe, but I think i might actually have some success this time since i've made myself sick with candy today. I don't know, i'll probably post again later tonight or tomorrow morning once i think it all trough.
Thats it for now.
Xx - H
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