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i could add this to the last post i made, what, 30 seconds ago, but nope. im going to be difficult
not much has happened. the scale says im about the same. the tape measure says i'm smaller. not sure if i believe either.
as for a social life, i actually seem to be getting one. score one for H. getting somewhere at least, right? finally got my first kiss, and bf. hes so frickin' adorkable (: being in love or lust or infatuation or whatever it is the best diet drug. last weekend was good on all aspects because i got to hangout with Him, some friends i hadn't seen in a while, and ate about 200 or so calories over three days. yippee. then i go and fuck it up. story of my life, right?
also, my moms bf ended up in jail. me and my mom get around a bit better without him around, so i actually enjoyed myself with her a bit. then she goes and bails him out. arg.
finally on winter break. so i can sleep and workout and sit around online at friends houses and noteat for a solid two weeks. no excuses. no period. no i-dont-have-time. no i have to get up early. the freedom is scary and exhilarating at the ame time.
lastly, all i've had today w/out purging or trying to is some black coffee with sweetener, and a couple of sips of a friends juice. then whatever i didn't purge for dinner tonight, and a couple sips of a drink that was basically liquid pudding. ick.
for tomorrow, i plan on maybe having a slice or two of dry toast, two packets of jello, coffee, waterwaterwater, tea, and thats probably it. 250-75 calories max (:
then if i workout for about an hour, lets say minimum of 300 calorie burn. and if i don't workout, ill probably go to the mall and walk around for 2-3 hours.
if not that even, ill just do a bunch of workouts in my room or where ever through out the day, and then a bunch before bed

Mkay, im done for tonight/today, however you look at it :b
Night
Xx - H